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silence is very admirable in my fathers household

so silent i am about how i feel or what i believe it is hard to be a hypocritacial holymans kin

but in the end i close that memories door and sink into a deep peace alone in my room as i study for the battle to come









neneka ( dark mother)

these feelings dwelling so deep i cant fight

so he screams souls lost lifes stole what hellish thing

have i done now . gentle and sweet looking try and touch her she rip you to pieces crying to be so free

like humans dreading and longing her day of destiny .









what do you think my children

neneka

young boy in the dark step out to the light

young girl so scared at heart close your eyes and it wont start

parents leave there frightened child unguarded this night

i the reaper shall come or calledthe boogie man

little girl eyes so clouded pain i wish no one

young boy so hateful and dark i don't want to die

as he sprouts glowing white wings he says be my partner then

with one last look she takes his hand

morning comes her mother is aweeping a father is praying

there priest looks up the reaper got another one

so all you parents out there better beware for the reapers want new friends and your children may be next



neneka

this is me accept it please

this is me i know i can be cold

all the night's i made you cry

all the day's when i thought i was alone you by my side



this is me all twisted and painfilling

this is me the traitor to the brother's

very time you said i love you i attacked

i never knew what those words meant

in my father and master's eye's it meant sex and prosperity



this is me guard it please

this is me i need a sheild so badly

all alone i had been darkness swarming in

beating's and rape's of my soul and body

this is me now i know what i havedone is wrong

this is me now forgive my sin's please

lying still as pure blood spills down

in a new body of mine is my soul and another this is partly her



this is me please help me

this is me protect me i screamed once

which now you my ulf and she both do along with a big sister and mentor



this is me take it accept it please or just leave it to disappear in the desert of times all alone again



-neneka